Is God’s Grace Sufficient in My Failings as a Mom?

My grace is sufficient…. 2 Cor. 12:9

How many of you, like myself, have read that verse a hundred times over and nodded your head in agreement but never understood the true meaning? Or perhaps you just didn’t believe it? How could that be true? There is too much for grace to cover over.

I suffer from wanting to be perfect. Failing sends me into major pity mode and I feel as if I have failed God, my family, and myself. For some reason, I think I should have it all together by now. Shouldn’t I? I’ve been a follower of Jesus since I was young. Why am I not better yet? Why do I still get hung up on anger, impatience, unthankfulness, grumbling? The list goes on. It’s embarrassing. Get your act together, Shiree!!!

Can anyone relate to this?

Before getting married and becoming a mother, I thought I was a pretty  put-together-holy-righteous lady. Oh boy!!! Having a family has been like a huge mirror  reflecting my inner self back at me. And it’s like an unnecessary large mirror with the sun reflecting in it, blinding me and burning my retinas.

It’s hard to swallow the truth. For it we are honest, we want to think we are God’s gift to earth. We want to be the best, and the smartest, and the most liked. It’s our selfish nature in us. We want the best and to be the best. When the truth is not to our liking, we push it under the rug and ignore it. But with a family, that doesn’t seem to be possible anymore. If I shove it under the rug, my family trips over it and they suffer for my lack of humility.

The past week has been one of mess-ups, failures and not so pretty mommy moments. When the stress level is high, mommy is crabby. (I say that with shame and embarrassment.) I have been short with my sons, and have raised my voice in frustration. I have spanked them more out of irritation than in love. I wanted their behavior to change more than I wanted their hearts to change. It is a painful thing to admit. For when I do, I reveal how incredibly imperfect and inadequate I am.

I have cried out to God, wondering why he gave me these beautiful humans to care for….

Why did you give me tender hearts to raise?

Why have you let such a screw up have such an important job?

Why, why, why? I’m not adequate for this job!!!

You picked the wrong women!!!

The reply to these questions…….“My grace is sufficient.”

God knows what he is doing. He knows that we are imperfect women doing a bigger-than-this-world kind of job. He knows. And He is gracious.

Through our weaknesses and our failures He will make grace even more perfect. (2 Corinthians 112:9) For without our failures, there would be no room for God’s power and glory to work. If we were perfect, and without need of help, we would never look to God for help. He would not be needed. We would be sufficient in ourselves to be the mothers we need to be.

Somehow, God can make garden’s out of trash piles and diamonds out of coal. How He does it, I do not know, but I am thankful he can.

All things work together for the good of those who love him, the word says in Romans 8:28…. Even those things in you that aren’t so worthy of praise. Even the ugly in you that you don’t want any one to see. God is doing something good. He began a good work in you, and he will bring it to completion. (Philippians 1:6)  Perhaps, our children and our husbands are the very things God is using to bring that work to completion.

So, be patient with yourself. Don’t strive for perfection. “In quietness and trust is your strength.” (Isaiah 30:15) 

GOD’S GRACE IS SUFFICIENT!!!!

 God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that always having all sufficiency in everything, you may have an abundance for every good deed. 2 Cor. 9:8

~Shiree



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5 comments / Add your comment below

  1. GREAT reminder this morning. “Having a family has been like a huge mirror reflecting my inner self back at me” – amen. This is so true, and I’ve needed more grace as a mommy than I thought was possible. Thank you for sharing this encouragement <3

  2. I have to remind myself often that God knew what He was doing when He made me a mother to my crew. I question my abilities and feel like I fail so often, but thank God for grace!

    1. I have to do the same. I think Satan uses mommy guilt as a major weapon against us. I have to fight the guilt so much and trust that God is gracious

  3. I think for me somewhere along the lines I remembered, I’m not the first mommy.And God has been good to us through so many times before, now I have to remember I’m not the first grand mommy

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